Never say you'll never before you've been put into situations because you wont know what will happen, how will you react, what will you do the next moment for the words you've said you'll never.....

Never say you'll never eat anything that you dun dare to eat even if its because of someone, i did
Never say you'll never do anything which you will say you won't, i did
Never say you'll never loose a friend, i did
Never say you'll never loose a buddy, i did
Never say you'll never loose a sister, a brother, a someone whom you love and care about, i did
Never say you'll never fall and develop feelings for someone that you dislike/hate before anything happen, i did
Never say you'll never do something stupid for anyone, i did
Never say you'll never argue with your love ones, i did
Never say you'll never throw something dear to you, i did
Never say you'll never push yourself too much beyond your limit, i did
Never say you'll never tell white lies, i did
Never say you'll never cheat in test, haha i did
Never say you'll never get soft hearted, i did
Never say you'll never hate the one you love, i did
Never say you'll never be afraid, i did
Never say you'll never fail, i did
Never say you'll never read books, i did
Never say you'll never study and revise, i did
Never say you'll never want to waste your time, i did


Never say you'll never, i did

dun wanna miss a thing. Its may.. Still a long way to go man. Seem like this one year is so so difficult but i've pulled through. Wanna get out of this place. Get away from people and things.. I yearn for a long holiday. Putting studies aside, people aside, issues aside, finance aside everythin.. So much so much. Dun hav to look at you, you, you, you, you, and dun hav to handle things which i dun wish to see.

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stupid dumb dumb! Playing hide and seek with me everytime? When i dun wan to see you, you like to pop by my sight, You appeared everywhere. When i am looking searching for you, where have you been? Get me frustrated. Bang bang! Bang!
Where are you dumb dumb hiding at?

its always during the same period of time.. Hate it! same issues, same people, same place. go away man. hands off and get lost! is always easy to say. well, never easy, press on!